Saturday, August 20, 2005
â 9:45 AM
god blessed me to find you
u walked into my life
u made me whole
u kept me safe
god must have his reasons
for taking you away
one day i know
i will learn to accept
i cried for you
i cried for your 2 girls
i cried for the times you will miss
i cried for the times they will miss
loss is often felt
in this world we share
loss i will learn to deal
but the same can't be said for guilt
guilt at not being there
guilt at not spending more time
guilt at not having you close
guilt for not treating you better
the pain i feel
can never compare
to your girls' pain
to loose their angel
i wanna hold you close
i wanna say goodbye
i wanna say i'm sorry
i wanna ask for forgiveness
that time didn't come
you were taken away
before i could
say goodbye one more time
tears roll down my eyes
while i write this
but i promise to be strong
for the sake of your two girls
this is their time to cry
i will be there
offering words of comfort
and a shoulder
watch over us from above
love us as always
i make this promise
to keep your girls safe